Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Still in my fog

It's lasting long this time. 3/6 chemo has officially kicked my butt.

I'm not sleeping, food just is awful. I spent 1/2 hour this morning crying in the shower, then soaking in the tub to try to ease the cramping in my tummy. Then I had a doctors appt for a blood count and it was all I could do to keep from hurling in the car.

I am so tired of hurting. I just hurt. All the time.

I could feel myself coming out of it around day 5-6 before but this time, I just feel beat down. I have writing to do, the science fair thing of Stef's - so much to do and I can't find the energy.

Maybe tomorrow.


Sue in Italia/In the Land Of Cancer said...

I am so sorry that you are hurting and have so little energy. This too shall pass..this too shall pass. Sending you a hug


Anonymous said...

I'm sorry, too. It's so hard. You are the number one priority. Sending you the emotional equivalent of a warm soft blanket. K

Renee said...

I am with you!

Let's give each other a big hug and have a good cry. It will be over, it will be over, it will be over.. . okay, just shoot me now. Hang in there!!!!! And if you want to smack me for saying that, please do.